Every Day

It's hard to really think of much to say at this point. More accurately what to actually type at this point. I have so many thoughts. I must admit I spend a great deal of time worrying. Every cramp, twinge, side ache, etc. drives me insane. I'm sure this was true in my past pregnancies but really I've forgotten much about the beginnings. In that way the Internet is way more harmful than helpful. Google is not my friend right now. Every day. That's what I keep telling myself. Every day is one day closer to hearing the heart beat and having some reassurance that everything will indeed be okay. I know worrying is useless. It's never ending as well. There will always be something I could worry about I just have to choose to trust that worrying is not the way to go.