Fluctuations

I might as well be trying to journal about two completely separate pregnancies. It seems every time I post an entry things change. One day, or several, I feel great and then not so much. This weekend I felt awful. Exhausted, headache, lethargic, you get the picture. It is so hard to watch everything around me crumble when I feel this way. I get up to try and pull things together but don't make it very far before I feel like I'll faint if I don't sit back down. On top of that my allergies are going crazy. I never have seasonal allergies in the fall. I have no idea why this year would be different. I'm constantly sneezing and rubbing my eyes. It feels like a perpetual cold. Two weeks and I will be done with the first trimester. Good riddance first trimester, good riddance!