Worry

I spent the last day or so agonizing over getting the flu. Fortunately that wasn't the case, but still I am even amazed at how much I worry. You would think that this pregnancy thing would get easier by the 5th time around. The truth is it doesn't. More routine, sure. Easier, no. It's kind of like having kids. You worry about all of your kids and their health, not just your first couple. I've also become much wiser with age and am very aware of the things that can go wrong. I'm trying to stay positive and relax, but it's hard, it really is.